You have been quiet,
as you should.
Cause we discussed,
that we would.
But now the thought of you
it’s lingering in my head.
What are you doing right now?
Are you just as upset?
I can’t send you a message,
Had to get rid of your number,
and for a while I was okay,
but now, once again, you slumber.
You are so far away,
but always right here,
like a bear hibernating,
unreachable, yet dangerously near.
I suppose this is it,
my loveletter to you.
In all those years,
Our love is still true.
I want to wish you the best,
I know that the best for me too,
but somehow it never really feels that way,
As my mind is still stuck on you.
I wish my loveletter could contain that wish,
a happy life, a great love, everything,
but somehow I can’t write those words,
I think about it, Fly On Little Wing.
Feels like I am walking through the clouds,
my mind being total all over the place,
Not just sadness, happy things too,
And sometimes a picture of your face.
I should leave you alone,
Riding the wind, just me,
This is simply how my brain works,
And why it will never be free.
I am alright though,
I do not care whatever you take,
Whatever space you need inside of me,
But let me have it, for heavens sake.
Please let me have my loveletter,
a small space just for that purpose,
It is my own little blessing,
and yet my own little curse.