We cuddled when we met again,
it has been what, six years?
but now we are just friends,
nothing complicated, no lovers, no fears.
As we were standing there,
at the concert hall, way too close together,
I noticed how I did care,
how all of this actually did matter.
Sometimes you would look at me,
fascinated by how I was singing along,
I felt so happy and so free,
but I also knew, this was not about the song.
This was about us, what we have been,
And better yet, what we are now,
but what I could not have foreseen,
was that is was about our future somehow.
We were standing so close to one another,
You pressed your body against mine,
But weird enough I did not really bother,
cause it actually felt fine.
It felt like it was meant to be,
even when it was a fucked up thing,
You know you are special to me,
I warned you about me not being a fling.
And yet there it was, I am not sure how,
but our lips found each other naturally,
and I feel so confused right now.
Has this happened, really?
Who would know after all these years,
of grief and new opportunities, of love and loss,
Me getting over my fears, you crying your tears,
how our paths would somehow cross.
It is hard not to see it as destiny,
it is also hard to not to give in to this lust,
how do you, after all these years, still get to me,
after our relationship turned to dust.
All I know is you hold a special place in my heart,
and this might just be something solely about passion,
cause deep inside we are both scarred,
and outside we are deeply longing for attention.