You were supposed to come by in the afternoon,
but I decided to ask you to come in the night,
cause the night is beautiful,
when everything is dark and the stars are bright.
You must have wanted to see me too,
As soon as you came in the door,
I felt a peace come over me,
I was so nervous before.
There is something comforting in your eyes,
and yet something that makes me sad,
I long for so much more of you,
but I shouldn’t, cause it is bad.
We had a few drinks, before we went upstairs,
We laid so close together under the cover,
I felt your breath on my face.
and I was so glad to be your lover.
Something about you makes me long for more,
The way our bodies connected,
The way you look at me, holding me,
it is so hard not to be infected.
A perfect night turned into a perfect weekend,
You lay on my bed on a lazy Sunday morning,
I made us breakfast, you were playing a game,
and my heart instantly forgot about the warning.
Don’t fall for this guy, broken girl, don’t do it.
It was too late, way too late,
Just seeing your body, hearing you talk,
It all makes me feel so great.
I ran a hot bath, for us to be extra lazy,
And as soon as we sat down, you closed your eyes,
You were enjoying this as much as I was,
was this love in some awful, wrong disguise?
I am over the edge, and it will kill me,
cause you are not ready to feel the same,
and you will break my heart, unintentionally,
and I am the one to blame.
I had been warned before,
I knew I was going too far, my heart was blind,
but that perfect weekend together,
will never leave my mind.