I admire you,
Ever since I first saw you.
I am nuts about you,
Even though you haven’t always been true.
I keep falling in love with people,
that eventually hurt me.
My mind knows better,
but it can’t keep my heart from longing.
Why do I feel so bad?
Is it wrong to be in love?
Am I out of line for appreciating you?
There is nothing I won’t do.
I really want to be around you,
And even if that is just as friends,
Or as friends that are doing it,
That is okay for now,
But don’t shut me out,
Don’t just neglect me for days,
expecting the same lovely treatment,
that I would have given you on a daily basis.
It is insane how my feelings,
that are so true,
feel so illegal somehow.
And I blame you.
If it is illegal to love you,
even though I have been so decent all these years,
It should be just as illegal,
to neglect me and ignite my fears.