You have my all,
and yet we are nothing.
I constantly have you on my mind,
and yet you aren’t here, sweet thing.
I should be concerned, cause this is not real,
I should be somewhere else with my mind,
But yet it wonders off, all the time.
To a place that is pretty hard to find.
I am just here, all alone,
even when surrounded by people, all of my friends,
people important to me,
But here I am, small, no defense.
I keep on crawling back, back into myself,
At the same time not daring to really look at me,
To really feel the things I am supposed to feel,
I am afraid of the things I’ll see.
You are my everything, yet I am nothing to you,
I am your one true love, yet I have been lonely.
You have this amazing mind, but at the same time it seems to be blind,
you hold my heart in a chokehold, while also telling it to be free.