We sat there, next to each other,
but yet with something big between us.
Would it go away if I acted on it?
Was it even there in the first place?
You must have felt the same.
You put your arm around me,
the comfort I felt, was indescribable
The longing for more, turned into something unstoppable.
And you must have felt the same.
Your warm embrace turned warmer,
Your face was so close to mine,
You looked so fine man, so fine.
My thoughts are like grenades,
I want to throw them at you,
But I’m not sure as sometimes that feeling fades,
And then I never do.
There will be a massive explosion,
one day in the distant future,
I hope that day I will truly be done,
with feeling like a loser.
I offered you my forever
But you did not take it.
It’s not like you said: never,
You just knew we wouldn’t make it.
See what you did there love?
You created your own selffullfilling prophecy
I usually don’t believe in that stuff,
But your bahaviour has a hold on me.
On us, to be more precize,
Cause due to your silly words,
Somehow this relationship doesn’t suffice,
and we ended up so much worse.
How do we put an end to this?
You are just going to wait it out,
While I feed you so much love with every kiss,
that you return with so much doubt.
I sat in the corner of your couch, watching you play beautiful music so passionately, staring at you so intensely, your passion lit my heart on fire.
Staring deeply in your eyes
Our warm, soft lips touch,
and our tongues find each other,
while I run my fingers through your hair.
You whisper into my ear,
how I smell and kiss so good.
While I nibble your ear,
feeling your body movement with my hands.
My breathing gets more intense,
as the spark that is between us,
is only getting bigger through this moment of passion,
The longing for more is bigger than us two.
You ask me to stay.
To think about a question like that
while we both know that thinking is not a thing to do right now.
So I let you take me away, into that other world.
“Oh, fuck” you said, just after I took my clothes off,
I felt so bad about myself, so insecure,
but by just cursing, you made me so comfortable.
As if it was some kind of cure.
I think back to that evening a lot.
We weren’t even drunk, pretty sober actually,
And we both knew it was going to happen,
I loved every minute of it, seriously.
The way you were looking at me,
the way our bedroom eyes met,
It was like electricity,
and I never expected that.
We are so compatible,
when it comes to the physical stuff,
I don’t want to think about where this is heading towards,
as the brain compatibility might be tough.
I just want to think back to that evening,
longing for you again and again,
No matter what will happen to us,
You will always be an amazing man.
3.5 years in the making, making love to those sweet sounds of Frank Ocean, though we both weren’t even listening.
If you love something,
let it go,
and if it comes back to you,
keep it.
It’s something people always say,
and quote, being all smart,
but the fact of the matter is,
that is simply not how it works when it comes to the heart.
If you truly love,
the thought of letting go is true horror,
plus, why would you go through the moarning,
what is that supposed to be used for?
If you truly love something,
do anything you want.
Don’t tempt yourself into playing games,
or to test someone, it’s not true.
Just love, and love as hard as you can,
Especially if the feeling is so strong, man.
Cupid please stop fucking with my head
pouring thoughts in it that drive me mad.
you shouldn’t want something that’s already dead.
you making me feel this way only makes me sad.
love is supposed to be beautiful man,
it is more than just: oh that body, oh damn.
I am doing anything I can,
to stop this crazy love, cause I’m not a fan.
you make me do things I really shouldn’t
you make me feel things I normally wouldn’t
and it’s just waiting for this guy to say he couldn’t
for my heart to be ruined.
Laying in bed, late at night,
but it’s not the sleep that I fight.
it’s the thought of you,
and specifically some stuff you do.
I close my eyes,
picture you between my thighs.
feeling your body press up against mine,
damn dude, you are so fine.
you do me so good I think I’m gonna die,
especially when you look me straight in the eye.
come closer, put your lips on my lips,
while I get this warm feeling between my hips.
Your hands find all the right places,
and once again my heart races.
the thought of you being inside me,
really drives me crazy.
And as soon as you go in,
I want to push my nails into your skin.
I want you to give it to me so badly,
please man, just set me free.
I can smell your fear from miles away,
I always thought I’d be immune,
But lately it seems to have evolved,
we are simply not in tune.
I used to be able to let it go,
but I now I don’t see how.
Your fear has silenced even me,
what to do with my strong feelings now?
I want to be the wonderful person,
I know I am when I’m head over heels,
but there’s is something holding me back,
even though I definitely feel all the feels.
I feel bad for not being who I truly am,
A warm, caring, gentle and loving human being,
but I can’t cause I need to protect myself too,
though I want to with every fiber in my being.
Sometimes I just want to scream out to you,
frustrated cause you do not seem to care,
disappointed cause you let fear rule you,
and stand in the way of this love, how unfair.
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