Deserving

It’s easy but not true to say
you don’t deserve my love,
You do, you are amazing,
you are kind and sweet.

It’s not easy but true to say
I cannot receive your love.
I am just not it for you,
you are not able to love me.

Or so you say,
Cause I hear you and
I will say that I understand,
deep down I refuse to believe it.

I can’t imagine Cupid shooting
so badly, he’s been doing it for years.
I want to think that it is just you,
not being able to get rid of your fears.

Silly, I know, I am a girl
looking for love in the wrong places,
Ending up with people,
that had so many faces.

Often I get so tired of that,
not being able to expect realness,
always needing to be planning
planning for the worst.

This worst I could not have been planning though,
I would never expect it to go down this way,
And together we are in such a nice flow,
I can’t believe we are not okay.

The girl with the impatient heart

She did not take her eyes off of you once,
as you tried to lead the dance.
infatuated by your face.
and sweeped away by your grace.

she was not the type to wait around,
especially as she knew what she had found.
she found someone to serve her love to,
and she had chosen you.

trying to act tough, she went along with it all,
but deep inside, she knew she was taking the fall.
her mind knew this was not going to end well,
but yet her heart was already under your spell.

it’s the girl with the impatient heart,
which she knew about right from the start.
but yet she couldn’t keep herself from dreaming,
cause it gave her such an amazing feeling.

the sad part is that dreams don’t last,
and even though she did her best,
her heart would be left broken and destroyed,
so much hurt and ache, just to fill the void.