A few months ago you were crying on my couch,
I listened, I gave advice, I was there for you,
you and her broke up and you were devastated.
but now you treat me as another one of your headaches.
I do not want anything romantic nor sexual from you.
I just want to have my friend in my life.
But I guess that would be a one way street forever,
as you seem to have met your future wife.
I’m just here being happy for you,
She seems awesome and you are so in love,
doing all the things you never want to do with me,
so I guess you must be happy.
However, happiness I know is different,
it means people are upbeat and extra friendly,
But you seem to have some kind of tunnel vision,
forgetting about others, our friendship is done.
I feel so stupid for ever believing,
exes could be friends.
Cause people keep telling me, showing me,
that I believe in things that cannot be.
Not wanting to play the tiniest violin,
I decided to speak up to you.
Multiple times, on multiple occasions, I tried,
but you only think I am trying to pick a fight.
Just telling my friend I miss him,
makes him angry and mad.
Because I am forcing him to feel guilty,
and with that you are making me feel filthy.
I know you think you are better than me,
in some ways you probably are,
but at least I tried to speak the words,
and tried to heal before things get worse.