I am alone

Just at home

Waiting by the phone

I can’t get in the zone

I can only wait

while I am dealing with this hate

with the thoughts my brain can create

when you are late

I just sit here

Trying to steer

To have no fear

About you not being near

I don’t know what to do

when you don’t come through

and my thoughts ain’t true

putting a darkness around you

I know I should not

actually believe in that thought

but sometimes it becomes so hard

when we are apart.